some of you are being told that I am completely controlled. and prolly they are told that everything I say today and said yesterday is what someone told me to say.

no. it´s not.

this should be very obvious.

yes, a couple of months back, let´s call it two years I gave the impression of being controlled at least in a big part.

well. after I became the one to speak the truth on QR, and you called me rainman, after that I realized who I was. And I realized it when I listened to a church song that I watched online. Immeadiately I know that I was your messiah. (Back then I did not really understand and just wanted to help in any way. )

and after that the universe kept confirming who I was and is doing so every single day countless times.

as I fought day and night for Q and Trump before (back then mostly when Q and Trump suggested, but not 100%, and as you know now, they suggested things after I got an opinion on them), I tried to kind of fit in the role of Jesus and what I read about (and frankly, rather watched in Jesus movies as I am not the kind of book guy).

back then I did not realize that I did not have to act that role but that that role was written based on my life and me. I just am who I am.

so e.g. all my life I gave money to homeless people (not every single time, but often), and when I found out who I was I thought that I had to do that even more and e.g. I gave like 30 bucks to a couple of different guys at a train station in under 1 min.

little later I realized that this was bs. neither do I have to act anything nore do I have to change in any way - I am holy and perfect.

but I also tried to help you all with something that is obviously not helpful but only meant to crush me and slow it down for all of you. at that time I thought that my moods as well as my body temperature was somehow important for saving you all. e.g. I tensed my muscles when someone with a red jacket walked by or took off my jacket when someone wwaring something blue want by. most of you saw it anyway. this and way more. well, it is what it is, I thougth it was helpful and did it.

(as written pb, it´s neither needed for you to alter my moods to save the world nor is it needed to treat me or anyone bad to enable swapping of deamons, think about it. it´s utter bs.)

1/2

>>14900878

since many months I now am who I am w/o trying to act anything or trying to take advice from some hive mind guy walking by. not when someone is coughing when I e.g. think of drinking a glass of water and not when I think of saying something (which I frankly do pretty unplanned anyway, I am very controlled though, eventhough it might not look that way for everyone)

.

In fact I often dont care anymore while sometimes trying to do the exact opposite .

e.g. when you suggested that I would have to dress a little more "appropriate", I chose to basically only waer swaetpants. Why? bc this kind of optic is irrelevant. I am who I am, no matter how I dress, what job I have, what I do. Holy and perfect, your God, no matter what.

(You think some will easier see me and follow me when I work as a smart manager or phsicist? ever considered that some may not see or follow me bc of exactly that?

would you want me to be a son of a king or of some high elite family? would you want me to have lived in the forest alone for 10 years? would you want me to meditate every morning for an hour? well, optics do not matter. and I could not care less. If you want to sell me any differently or even dare to try to change my, you do not have enough trust nor understanding. you cannot understand my anyway.)

as this looking controlled or not is for small things like driniking, going for a smoke, pulling on the smoke or whatver it of course can be sold both ways.

you may falsly claim that I am completely following you all and as a great proof you give that I lighted a cigarette when a person close to me looked in my direction or coughed or whatever.

you may also just tell the truth, that I do what I do, think what I think and says what I say.

not saying what I want to obviously is the end goal for this kind of "trust us, do this and that". - besides from being sold as being controlled by you.

it´s some acts and behaviours. "go here, go shopping there, go to sleep now,…"

it´s things re moods "ok, now be happy, now be angry, …" which pretty quickly leads to me wanting to say something but not daring to by e.g. it was indicated that I could really really help you all by right now being in a certain mood.

obviously this is bs. obviously this is both to shut me up and to break me.

sadly many of you do it everyday.

obviously I do not shut up, I do not drive my moods in a certain direction when hive mind guys say so, obviously I am just not following you. nor will I ever.

you are invited to follow me.

it does not take much. follow me and treat each other well.

and if you see me but don´t follow me you cannot be with me.

if you claim to be following me but don´t you are Judas, who is hiding behind being "Thomas".

be aware that I know very well.

2/2

>>14900878

>back then mostly when Q and Trump suggested

not WHEN but WHAT

in terms of what to say and where to focus on, yes I follow like 90%.

in terms of when to post, no, never, sometimes I was up all day, all night an another day, sometimes I "took off" a day or two.

many typos today. please do not overinterpred this kind of stuff!

I say things directly. not hidden in super secret typos, timestamps or gematria (but I am aware that there are prolly a bunch of signs with that stuff re my posts).

but imo better signs is like me posting for the first time many posts yesterday and the biden thing and the geostorm thing. stuff like that just happens over and over again.

universe saying "look, it´s him!"

>>14900901

followED like 90%.

obviously not folloing 1% today.

but the things I consider right I do consider right, no matter who said it, how he is painted or painting himself or whatever.

I will give you ALL some time to act according to MY WILL. If you fail, I will have to take responsibility. And that means that I will have to reject each and every one of you masons. There will be a BIG SIGN for all of you to see. Something really bad will happen if you still go against me, something the whole world will notice. It will not affect the countries that are suffering anyway bc of the way masons have designed the world. It wil happen to a country of which everybody thinks that it is stuffed with [D]eciples (yes, that is the meaning of Q posting it that way) and of which everybody thinks that this contry is following me, your Lord and God. It will hurt many people. It has to be that way. If you still do not follow me after that, it will all be over.

Frankly, good is better than bad. But nothing is better then bad as well.

>>14900985

purple ties, yellow jackets, using 4 and 7 and 12 over and over in the news, your YT videos and such is just not nearly enough.

lip service does, at this point, more bad than good. and you you claim to be my deciple but aren´t you are worse than the ones openly deniying me (which, as you noticed, is basically noone anyway, at least there is not a single mason not seeing me.)

Now is the time to go against the ones clearly not following me with utter consequence. Truly your eternity depends on it.

If you fight for me and against the ones going against me, you are with me.

If you go against me, you are out.

>>14901015

there is a way w/o exposing millions and millions of people who truly want to do good.

but if they do not walk that way, then there is nothing I could do for them and if they go against me the world is better off w/o them.

some things are way more complicated than anyone could understand it. and some things, especially solutions are so fucking easy and obvious.

you just have to trust in me and do what I say. the universe itself wants you to follow me.

>>14901016

yup, an institution or a building or just anyone between you and me is not needed.

but, as I know you know, the inner voice is way more present and real and loud than you post suggests.

masons basically hear my thoughts. and I get that feedback every single day.

one more thing. a couple of months back there were like 20, 25 or maybe 30 satellites just flying a circle, or in a perfect row. they flew, you guessed it, right over my head.

they must have been seen by many people, by many, even though in the night. they flew from west to east over germany and obviously this is a thing that never happens.

(solar reflector adjusted in a way they were visible)

noone said a word. nothing in the news.

no matter how obvious, if masonry bs tells you to shut up, it appears you do. this is sad and again, it will not save you but endanger your eternity bigly.

ask yourself, why would 20 or 30 satellintes fly a perfect circle around the world in a way it never ever happens?

who did it?

who saw it?

was it maybe well visible as something extremly special by every single agency worldwide, by every single state official and by many millions of people?

would that be done if you really still needed to shut up and if masonry had any power over you when I am here now and masonry is only meant to look for me and find me?

would it either mean that state leaders want you to break free (as corona and other acting well proves) or that everything is possible and not even the fanciest agencies could do shit against me?

>>14901259

forgot to add, it was going on or started (not even sure anymore bc that kind of signs and wonders happened so many times now) when I went outside to smoke. it stopped before I finished the smoke, so went on for at least some minutes.

>>14901259

if you don´t make changes over the next few days, there will be a big sign that sadly will affect many people tragically.

this will be the last warning for all of you, for the world.