joy can often be found when time is with nature, the deeper into the "wilderness" the better. there your connection with the natural world can flourish and you will find joy in your heart? even with all the knowing still there of how this human run world is. regarding the world…. i suppose/i see why it had to be this way but its not suppose to be this way. creation is meant for so much more. we know this. i take comfort knowing you are here, im/we're not alone. love peace and joy