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>Because if you didn't earn it then so fucking what?
why would I earn it? why would God want me to earn it? that is really not the way the world will look like in the future.
>You just suddenly became "aware" and you were some awesome powerful being? Great, then you've never been weak and full of doubt, afraid of death. Then you have no idea what real men go through, as you stand above them.
Yes, I just suddently became aware who I was and later learned what that actually meant. That is just how it happened.
First I was a pretty normal guy for 30+ years of my life. Then I got a depression and could not go to work anymore. That made me have time to find Q and the board.
I realized it was real. Thought it was Trump ad military.
I spent much time on QR, learned to be more brave (not exactly a coward, as I am a rather big guy, but also not the kind of bar trouble maker, big enough to not have bar trouble makers come at me at least) and fought for the truth and what I thought was right. and yes, back then I thought I was fighting ww agancies and later thought I was fighing ww masonry. you called me super- and megajew first and rainman later.
sometimes I was afraid a little but I both thought that whoever is doing Q is protecting and, if not, it´s worth fighting anyway as I as rainman was quite loud as anons know.
later I realized that Q drops were actually sometimes refering to me directly, so were tweets of Trump and us mil e.g. (today it´s obvious that God is speaking to anyone of you anyway)
to make it short going to not mention some stuff. anyway, definitly knew Q talked to me.
little later I indeed from one second to the other knew I was Jesus. I listened to a song, cried out and just knew it.
and as I have lived 30+ years a normal live as a guy in Germany and as what I thought was maybe fighting governments and agencies and such, yes, obviously there were times I was afraid. and also I have been weak, who has not? I have a belly and I smoke, for some that may seem weak, some may see helpful things in it, some may just realize that not everything matters, while everthing can matter in terms of a sign (reason for signs is not so much explaining, but more showing who I am).
and I am a real men, so yeah, I have a pretty good idea, even when I have never been threatened with starving, or not being disabled, or not having been prosecuted for having the "wrong" religion. But I lived a pretty normal life.
But anyway, as God is pointing at me, I really do not see the need in convincing anyone that I am smart, or brave, or emotionally intelligent or whatever.
and in terms of afraid of death. not that anyone would usually want to die. but the truth is, after I found out who I was, I went to a place close to Berlin for a weekend and thought of it as either me meeting with military/agency/mason folks or maybe (and that was more likely to me back then) being killed in some kind of "putting me on the cross" ritual.
I cannot say I was not nervous about it. but back then I thought I would somehow make you all free by that and I was ok with it. hive mind knows. agencies know.
well, I did not die, but did some things that you prolly could not figure out why I even did that (chakras, the cold/warm routine and stuff, routine is bs and has a different meaning) and I and you (hive mind, agencies) saw miracles that are just miracles.
>Which means you stand in an undeserved place, unworthy of any kind of admiration or respect, perhaps only fear of the punishment you can mete out.
as I said before, the you all worshipping me thing is not good bc I would want to be worshipped. If you knew anybody that knows me from my 30+ years life you would know that I really am not the kind of "please worship me" guy.
worshipping me is however, important for you. wwg1wga. and it´s easier if you help.
and of course you worshipping me (and there are other way than you all throwing yourselves into the dirt when I walk by, that would not make me happy!) has some very concrete positive effects. frankly, for some problems to solve it just needs someone to decide. for many things that is true.
and no, I don´t have fear anymore. why would I?
obviously that does not mean I don´t have different kind of moods like you all do, 42 is 6*7 after all, but I am not afraid, also I don´t feel guilty or ashamed much, chakra thing maybe, chakras work basically all day long, or maybe just bc I know what I know and with that really there is no need to be afraid.
Bless you!