Overwhelming sense of despair. just spent another sleepless nights debating car 100mph into concrete wall. or. hanging from a bridge.
no job. no food. no happiness. no hope. mind full of suicide. so fucking ready to die. definitely do not have 2 moar weeks. 4 days maximum. just so tired of the constant agony, sadness. there is no winning. 4 fucking years cheerleading for muh q.
misery surrounds my soul.