Anon,
>turn away seeking redemption, or it's not good enough at all. If you constantly pull up the past to make assertions about the present and prejudgments about the future, then know that Jesus is going to judge you exactly the same because that's exactly what he said he would do.
Gaining Redemption does not mean there are no consequences for this mortal coil. Each one redeemed can only live in the present to change the future.