I don't think you understand. Unless you're really aware of it even people who label themselves as 'good' is generally code for being a coward and the worst bullies constantly behaving 'holier than thou'.
I prefer the jackass, at least they're honest with me. Sometimes you just gotta get bullied and respect rank even though you don't like their character. Other times you gotta bully the bully to realize how most of them cry like bitches and run away.
Even if you're trying to be perfect you're gunna step on an ant sometime someplace. Humans are a walking inferno that just destroys shit unintentionally. That being said, you require the flesh and souls of other animals to sustain yourself, get used to it you magnificent Apex douchecanoe.