slip slidin away. pretty sure my reality is augmenting. it can't take this level of stress. My heart feels like an explosion, on fire. begging to be heard by someone who understands who I am. fuckity do dah, fuckity aah, my oh my Imma needing a bra. This is all to push me over the edge, the fool. Every emotion right? every pain he suffered, I will suffer is that it? Trust no one. Really I cannot live much more suffering, suffer here, suffer there. pain, pain, stays mainly in spain. how do people hurt other people on purpose? how can one human enjoy harming another? How did they do this to my body, how can they do this? stop the pain, fix the problem. stop the problem, fix the pain. i cannot do this any longer, time to fish or cut bait. heart attack is next, evil is as evil does