the abortions did not stop
nor will they as things currently stand
THAT'S THE MANIPULATION RIGHT NOW!!! THEY WANT ME TO DO IT MYSELF AGAINST ANY COST AND TAKE GREAT RISK RIGHT NOW TO SEE IF I WILL MAKE IT MYSELF, BUT HONESTLY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MUCH WISER TO HELP ME MONTHS AGO, AT LEAST I DON'T TELL MYSELF 'TRUST THE HELP' LIKE ALL YOU FAGGOTS!!!