SOME HOW THERE IS NO COMMUNICATION POSSIBLE HERE TO GET SOME FUCKING HELP IN MY REAL LIFE, AND YET YOU HAVE SETUP THIS ENTIRE SHOW IN MY LIFE FOR WHAT, FOR NOTHING IN THE END REALLY ONLY BECAUSE I WAS IN THE WRONG PLACE FOR YEARS, IT'S JUST SO DAMN STUPID TO WATCH AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DO SOMETHING MYSELF!!!