I didnt call you a name, i said you have a psychological disorder, and you know its true. You cant figure out why she doesn’t have the same despair. She’s not suffering like you with a painful disorder. Thats the answer. Let go of your attachment that you can only feel whole by being loved by another.
Either you accept a higher being such as God or you slop around with humankind and are always disappointed
Be at peace anon