IN PAST FIVE YEARS I WAS DESTROYED SIMPLY BECAUSE I LIVE IN THE WRONG PLACE AND I HAVE ONLY JUST FOUND OUT LIKE LAST YEAR AND BECAME MORE AND MORE CLEAR TO ME, I WAS LOOKING FOR A WAY OUT AND THEN I HAD LEARN ABOUT THIS (YOU) EARLIER THIS YEAR!!! I AM TOTALLY SCREWED BY THOSE WHO WISH TO MAKE ME???