THERE IS A PERSONAL PLAN FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE WHICH HAS TO DO SOMETHING WITH THE PLACE I AM LIVING FOR THE PAST FIVE YEARS AND THE DIRECTION THAT THIS SEEMS TO BE HEADING, IT IS HOWEVER IMPOSSIBLE TO PROCEED EVEN IF I HAVE DONE IT BEFORE IT CANNOT BE DONE THIS WAY BECAUSE I CANNOT LIVE IN THIS KIND OF BUSY AND NOISY ENVIRONMENT AND I CANNOT GET AWAY FROM IT NOT EVEN IF I GO IN NATURE FOR IT'S THE SURROUNDING AREA AS WELL!!!
I HAVE TAKEN IN MUCH INFORMATION IN THE PAST FIVE YEARS BUT PERSONAL DEVELOPMENT HAS BEEN STAGNANT BECAUSE I EVER HAVE PUSHED THIS FORWARD UNTIL I WOULD BE IN A PEACE AND QUIET PLACE LIKE I USED TO BE WHILE I WAS TRAVELLING OVERSEAS FOR EXAMPLE!!!
BESIDES THAT I AM CONTINUOUSLY REMINDED HERE ABOUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS I LEARNED NEARLY A DECADE AGO SO WHO HERE REALLY KNOWS HOW TO MEASURE ME BECAUSE IT FAILS ME FOR TOO DAMN LONG, LEADING TOWARDS MY DESTRUCTION AND ALL FOR THE WRONG REASONS!!!
DON'T (YOU) ME, THEY NEVER RESPOND ANYWAY!!!
THEY JUST NEED TO GET MY MESSAGE, AND FIND MY ANNOYANCE HERE ACCEPTABLE I GUESS BECAUSE I AM STILL STUCK IN A HORRIBLE HOME AND IT'S SO BAD I CANNOT EVER REALLY GO ANYWHERE EITHER!!!
THEY THINK I AM STUCK IN THE PAST FOR THEIR CAUSES AND EFFECTS, BUT I ALREADY DUG UP MY ENTIRE PAST A YEAR BEFORE I LEARNED ABOUT THE HIDDEN HANDS, AND IT WAS CLEAR ENOUGH FOR ME TO SEE HOW MY CONDITION CAUSED SO MUST PROBLEMS AS WELL, THAT YOU HAVE ONLY PUT SOME ICING ON THIS CAKE WHICH IS MY LIFE'S HISTORY AND I HAVE YET TO EVEN THINK ABOUT ALL THAT BUT I CANNOT EVEN WORK ANYTHING OUT TO DO THAT, SO I AM BLOCKED AND STUCK HERE!!!
>You think?
YES I DO BECAUSE THEY WANT ME TO THINK ABOUT THE CHOICES I MADE AND OF COURSE I HAVE MIXED IT ALL UP IN HERE BECAUSE I JUST WANTED THIS TO STOP!!!
>Tell us more about the hidden hands.
WELL THEY HIDE OBVIOUSLY BUT DON'T SEE THEMSELVES AS COWARDS FOR NOT FIGHTING ON A FRONT LINE, BUT INSTEAD CONSIDER THEMSELVES THE SMARTEST ONES FOR POKING EVERYONE AROUND ON A GRAND SCALE TO SOMEWHAT STEER EVERYONE INTO THE DIRECTION OF THIS PLAN, PLAYING ANY AND ALL SIDES BUT NOT FROM THE TOP DOWN OF COURSE, THE SYSTEM IS SETUP AS A TRAP AND CORRUPTION GOES ON UNTIL THE PEOPLE DECIDE IT'S ENOUGH AND THEN THEY HAVE CHANGED THE WORLD WITH ONLY THEIR FINGER AND THE FINGERPRINTS IS WHAT REMAINS IF YOU CAN LOOK AND SEE AS WELL AS THEY CAN, AND I WAS KINDA SPOON FED TO GET GREAT VISION!!!
>Follow your dreams.
MY DREAMS ARE SHATTERED AND MY HEART IS BROKEN, I CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE IN THE BEST OUTCOME!!!
>get the fuck out.
NO, NO, NO!!! (YOU) GET THE FUCK OUT AND SHUT THE FUCK UP OF LICK THAT GERMAN NAMEFAG HIS MONKEYPOX INFECTED ASSHOLE!!!
>They hate themselves and only wanted you to hug them Captain Redtext. They are vicarious to the core and we seent it.
I REALLY LIKE TO HUG MY GIRLFRIEND AND IT'S TOO HARD TO BELIEVE OF COURSE, I AM JUST ON A CHESSBOARD AND THEY GOT ME COVERED FROM EVERY SIDE IS THE IDEA, SO I CANNOT EVER TALK TO ANYONE FOR IT ALL SOUNDS CRAZY!!!
>Crazy to who?
THERE ARE MANY NAME CALLINGS, BUT IT USUALLY TELLS ME MORE ABOUT THOSE WHO LIKE TO USE THAT WORD!!!
>Just be thankful you're not like 'them'. Isn't that enough?
I AM NOT THANKFUL FOR I COULD HAVE FOLLOWED A MORE NATURAL AND ORGANIC PATH I BELIEVE, I HATE THESE ANCIENT IDEAS!!!
>Meh. For the future. Someone caught them all, and I've wanted a break for a very long time.
SURE ENOUGH THEY GOT CAUGHT, BUT WHAT DO MEAN WITH A BREAK, FROM WHAT???
IT'S ONLY IN THE PAST MONTH THAT IT BECAME CRYSTAL CLEAR TO ME THAT I HAVE BEEN TOTALLY SETUP BY MY OWN FAMILY TO LIVE IN WHAT I WOULD NOW AFTER FIVE YEARS DESCRIBE AS THE MOST HELLISH PLACE I EVER LIVED, YET IT IS FROM HERE THAT I HAVE TO FULFILL A LIFE LONG MYSTERY SCHOOL WHICH IT WAS ONLY BECAUSE I DID NOT KNOW, SO IT WAS A SPOON FED SCHOOL FOR NEARLY FOUR DECADES NOW AND I HAVE TO FIND THIS ALL OUT IN MY MIND USING MY MEMORY!!!
>not the healthiest of options, but still pretty rock.
I HAD ENOUGH BREAKS, I NEED A TROPICAL HOLIDAY TOGETHER WITH MY GIRLFRIEND!!!
>2 kids + 2 cups = 4
I HAVE A THIRD EYE TO SPOT BLOND HAIRED GIRLS, THERE IS BLOND GIRL NEAR THE WINDOW, AND THE OLD MEN IS NOT HAVING ANY DRINK OR WATER???
I WISH I COULD SEE MY GIRL AND I CAN KINDA GUESS WHEN BUT HOW IS STILL A MYSTERY BECAUSE I CANNOT GO ANYWHERE!!!
>Joe's drink is in front of him and the blond girl's drink is most likely in her hand or on the window sill.
COME ON MEN!!! THAT'S NOT HIS DRINK, THE GIRLS MOVED OVER TO MAKE PLACE FOR THIS OLD FART AND DO THE PHOTO OP, THANKS ALSO FOR RECOGNIZING MY SKILLS TO SPOT BLOND HAIR!!!
>WHY is the staff allowing him to sit next to kids?
I DON'T KNOW, WHY ARE THE PEOPLE ALLOWING HIM TO SIT IN THE PRESIDENT'S CHAIR??? LET'S JUST SAY HE KEEPS THE CHAIR HOT SO WE DON'T LOSE TO MUCH FACE, IT'S EMBARRASSING EITHER WAY!!!