Could use some prayers. Anon's family is being forced out of our residence due to the landlord wanting to house his relatives. I'm having a difficult time looking for a graveyard shift job because it's the only shift I can work into my schedule at the moment. It's 3am and I can't sleep, I'm so stressed out and overwhelmed with all the sudden issues that arose. I feel sick to my stomach. Just feeling really hopeless and sad. I don't want my 13yr old brother to experience homelessness. Please pray for us, we have no one to help us.
Ive been trying my best to stay strong for the past several years despite losing so much. I can't take it and I feel like a coward for wanting to end it all
Thank you for trying to relate with me, anon. I've been struggling mentally for over a decade if not longer.
Anons have been the only people I've been able to tell these things to. I'm terrified. I'm lonely. Constantly tired because I can't sleep at night, feels like I'm trying my best to delay the next day from coming. Just spending my nights weeping nowadays. I feel weak
What can I do? We understand that this is all bullshit. The financial system is bullshit, elections were bullshit. Money is constantly being printed year after year and sent to other countries while our people are suffering. What control do I have? I've got no idea what to do despite knowing the truth about our Country. It's all bullshit yet we have to play along until the rest of the people wake up, we have to work for the very same system that hates us just to survive, we have to pretend to be okay with it or else we lose everything. Not all anons are able to be financially stable and comfortable.
I'm glad you didn't go down that path anon. Thank you for caring about me even though you don't know me.
I love you too, friend. I don't feel as alone anymore. I hope I can make it through this.
These things, I do know. I'm just in a weak dark state. I'm not as strong as most anons, I suppose. I guess I let the darkness get the best of me tonight. I didn't mean to break down, but I couldn't hold it in anymore. I have no love for this world, but I love its people, but I want to go home, to be with God. My time isn't up yet and it's a struggle dealing with these thoughts during miserable times… I'll try to stay in a more positive mindset. Ty, anon.
I do need more physical activity in my life. I've just been too mentally drained lately.
>Gratefulness. You have to be grateful. Thank God for what you gave. Find one thing each day at least, to thank God for Then, when are are use to be grateful for the sun shinning or your ability to wake up to a brand new day, find other parts of your life to be grateful for.
I don't do this enough. I will starting from today. I'm just feeling overwhelmed with all the sudden issues that arose all at once, it drove me into darkness and I broke down. Thank you for the advice.
I thank God for anons and their love. I'm grateful for you guys. Thank you for pulling me out of the darkness tonight…