You are arguing with yourself not me.
All your reasons I see as reasons to keep going, not reasons to "end it all".
>I've got no idea what to do despite knowing the truth
None of us do. That's the human experience. Those that think they do, don't know the truth.
But together we can find out, WWG1WGA and all that are not just buzzwords.
>It's all bullshit yet we have to play along
Only way to win is not to play. It is not easy, it's all we've been taught. 1 step at a time.
>we have to pretend to be okay with it
You're still playing the game.
>Not all anons are able to be financially stable and comfortable.
And even less is going to be soon. Money is a social construct (especially true of our current FIAT system).
I don't have answers for you anon.
But all I know is that negativity breeds negativity and what we convince ourselves to be true has physical powers over our minds and bodies.
As long as you tell yourself that you don't know what to do and that there is no hope - you won't know what to do and there will be no hope.