Are we not yet on the precipice? I'm so tired of this life.
Fake pandemic, fake money, fake elections, everything is fake. Are we the people not fucking tired of this yet?
I'm not going to stoop to the level of shills and bots. I'm not in a good state at the moment and not very comfy so I suppose there's a sense of urgency I cannot get rid of. I'm personally discouraged and I guess I'm just looking for some encouragement. Am a weary anon…
I'm trying, anons. I've lost so much over the last several years and I'm on the verge of losing more. I try to sleep but after an hour or so I'm awakened by negative thoughts and worry. I try to drown those thoughts out with positive ones but it's rough. I've been spending the past week or so wide awake at night with a sick feeling in my stomach. Can you blame me for wanting this all to end already?
I will try getting fresh air somewhere nice. I don't drink to numb my feelings, I used to smoke though but I've recently quit. I don't know what my purpose is in this world and I'm just over it. I need prayers for strength to overcome these trials.
I'm familiar with Manly P. Hall and I'm not fond of him or the occult in general. Freemasons are one and the same with the powers that be who have caused all this strife in the world. Plus they worship Lucifer. My God is Jesus Christ. Though I suffer, I look to Him for comfort and I look to anons for comfort and prayer.
>I like people, i don't hate them, but I am angry that they do not support me but this corrupt system out of fear. Hopeless..
The book of lamentations was an entire book dedicated to this unpleasant reality. Jeremiah even prayed that the Lord would break their teeth (those who he tried to preach to) because they wouldn't listen.
Nothing new under the sun. I share in your troubles, it boggled my mind years ago that people didn't see the truth and it boggles my mind now when people still don't see the truth. You're not alone, anon. You at least have one other person who shares your convictions.
Thank you, friend. Anons have been the only people that have prayed for me over the years.
I'm speaking specifically about Jeremiah and lamentations…it's true that in the midst of Jeremiah's depression came hostility and that prayer lol. It doesn't make void of what Jesus said. I'm just using it as an example that even Jeremiah the prophet felt the same way as that anon, thousands of years ago.
I'm not sure you even understood why I brought it up in the first place.