>This one single God don't exist!
That is not true, but it is not what they are selling everybody as God.
And you can proof that to yourself, if you start thinking about the "room" we are living in. The All. The All has no beginning nor an end. Nothing is there who could have created it, because if it was created, then the creator is the All.
>brain-dead
Interdasting choice of words. And you really think you could explain the All with the capacity of a human brain? That´s rich!
>I'm personally discouraged and I guess I'm just looking for some encouragement
I was randomly looking for stuff to think about and I am, right now, listening to this. Then I read your post. If you want, give it a try. It hits your topic as I see/hear/read it! Stay comfy fren, it is happening! Fucking slowly, but it´s happening and you are part of it!