ALL MY LIFE IS SO DAMN BAD BUT FOR THE PAST FIVE YEARS IT JUST SPANS THE CROWN, MY OWN FAMILY USED A SOMEONE I TAUGHT TO BE A FRIEND AND I WORKED FOR HIM A BIT TOO AND HE BAITED ME INTO ACTUALLY MOVING INTO MY CURRENT HOME, THIS HAS BEEN OVER 3 YEARS AGO AND IT HAS DESTROYED MY LIFE BECAUSE I JUST HAPPEN TO HAVE A VERY BAD MEDICAL CONDITION WHICH IS A DAMAGED NERVE AND THE INDUSTRIAL NOISE HERE WERE I LIVE DAY AND NIGHT JUST HAS SUCH A BAD EFFECT ON MY NERVES AND FOCUS THAT I CANNOT DO ANYTHING REALLY AND ALL I WISHED FOR WAS JUST TO MOVE BUT I CANNOT EVEN DO IT MYSELF ANYMORE AND NOBODY BELIEVES ME IN REAL LIFE AND EVEN IF THEY DO I AM ALSO BEING SCHOOLED BY ALL THESE MYSTERIOUS COINCIDENCES THEY ORCHESTRATED IN MY LIFE AND MY FIRST LOVE GIRL THAT HAS BEEN WAITING FOR ME FOR NEARLY 30 YEARS AND I ONLY FOUND OUT THIS YEAR BUT I JUST NEED TO MOVE BECAUSE I CAN'T EVER REALIZE THIS BE TRUTH AT ALL IT'S JUST ALWAYS BEEN A DREAM AND I HAVE ALL THIS PROVES BUT THEY WON"T HELP ME BELIEVE THIS TRUE TODAY SO MAYBE THE DAY I WILL SEE AND HUG HER AGAIN I WILL BELIEVE BUT UNTIL THEN IT'S JUST PURE MISERY AND PAIN AND SUFFERING WITHOUT END, I LOST ALL FAITH!!!