>>17785965
>My greatest fear is being encased in concrete at the bottom of an abandoned mine shaft. Or being sent down a fracking pipe or something equivalent.
I just don't think about those things, when I face imminent danger I always feel like something is above me watching over me
>But I do respect your attempt to rationalize ways to choose happiness even in the face of long-term incarceration. I've been down those roads of thought myself, and I suppose I would try my best to keep my mind ordinated properly and hope and pray for freedom to somehow return to me.
Only reason I made it this far. I say fuck it and keep going anyways. I've had some sort of death experience before, it's just a cold and dark abyss; I guess that was my own hell.
Reminds me of Dante's Inferno, when he reached the final layer of Hell, he finds the Devil but there was no fire. It was just a frozen wasteland. The Devil was cursed, he had to keep flapping his wings or his wings would freeze and fall down the endless pit.