>>Anon is ready for anything and can hold multiple ideas without freaking out.
Was anyone "tested" for this? Like, recently? This is crazy sounding, but I think it was done to me. RIGHT after the Queen "died"(it happened before that as well, but not as intense), for a few days different "scenarios" went through my mind of what could be happening with the world. From batshit crazy situations, to really sad & hopeless situations etc etc. Like someone was testing to see how I would react.
It was very intense & unrelenting and then stopped. Many scenarios branched out as my imagination ran wild with "What If's" Made me think they were fishing for future movie ideas lol
But one thing it did do, was cause me to not be surprised or emotional about anything anymore.
I hope one day SOON, I find out what that was all about. That is the only scenario that bothers me still, is the one where I never find out what that all was & I'm left here alone. Because I can't tell anyone any details about it because it sounds fucking crazy to regular people.