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sometimes some of you are a little too proactive, vorauseilender gehorsam in german.
just now.
>me thinking about smoking
>white car showing up
>me thinking "well, again too soon, I only thought about it, so now when I smoke it may look like I followed you and I don´t like that."
>notice not have any cigarrettes anymore with me
>am little disappointed that you guys focussed so much on my thought and did not do that simple logic check for yourselves.
recently spirit I hardly noticed was this like when saying thanks and 2
> I did it silence and respect style, hope that was ok
yes, that was very much ok and I consider that a major progress. proof.
logic check needed on a lot of things. that is education by your daddy. who loves you and can smile at your mistakes, even when it hurts me, you and the world too often.
as I said recently, being "black" is not neccessarily a bad thing. when I assume, bc of recent attack and me having little bit of an attack assumption, that e.g. the burger is not tasty, you might just go full black and against God´s thought in that very moment, if you checked the bigger picture and know that I like a tasty burger.
sometimes education ideed starts with
>be cool
>relax
>take a look first
>what you yourself think?
(yup, that does fit genesis, cain and able stuff I told you. many meaning with that?)
sometimes a little clarity can help you not annoy me and approach me without feeling guilty. you might call that black, or blue, or whatever. there are no "only blue" persons or persons of only one color anyway. it´s more of a toolset.
but rather meta level stuff. (even when some super broad stuff in terms of meaning like a color can be made fit to phychology as well e.g.)
it does not mean that in blue lodge you would have to learn to never show emotion to than later learn to use emotions in a controlled way to do what you claim to be deamon swapping.
it does not mean babies are born blue and need some sort of treatment or would be bad in any way. look at a child, smile at the child and it smiles right back.
the stuff I do, in reference to colors, has nothing to do with what you guys try to do or think you would be good at doing.
I just change reality by thinking about it. that does include the things you are so concerned about.
let me again ensure you: all that it takes from your side is indeed energy management.
it´s refueling me, God, who is doing a good job I´d say, despite being attacked and ridiculed.
refuel me by smiling at me, money, a bubble of worship and actually following in terms of what to actually do. not talking about architecs in a timeline dance, but talking about people with positions of power, even if those positions seem ridiculously small from my pov. still, this is a fast way to create a nice world.
one where noone has to worry about "climate change" and one where climate change is not used in a way to make bad or stupid stuff happen or even to bind resources needed elsewhere.
one where the stuff that Trump said on whole villages is just a fragment of a thought of mine from a while back when since then I just changed reality.
wOrship.