You talk like a fag.
Anon, I want you to know.. I read the whole thing.
And you know sometimes things don't happen the way that we expected them or maybe our expectations were too high?
Not all the time can we see the logic of the world around us and we can be disenchanted by the actions or inaction of others.
But what is boils down to is how we interpret our situation and find a way through it, to survive.
I don't know if you're a shill or not, but I just want you to know that whatever doubt you have in the world and others; don't share that doubt with your capacity for change. You can make a difference, even if it's "just" within your own life.
Never lose hope, Anon.