I hear your advice. But what good is there in even waking up at this point? And if you are going to say “so that I can protect my family” or something along those lines, I will say that my extended birth family are happily asleep and want no information from me that might crack their carefully guarded cognitive dissonance. I’m alone in life with my views and not sure that recognizing the plan is prolly the great reset does me any good whatsoever. What am I gonna do? Find a cave in the hills to hide where I’ll end up eating ze bugs anyway?
Pretty well bought into that understanding. So it’s not about the choice. I’m asking what one does with that information that will matter in their lives once the understanding is there.
Not a fed. Looking for any reason not to fucking kill myself which has been my over riding mental state for far too long now no matter how much prayer and hopium I pump into my mindspace.
Right on. Same to ya!
Fair enough. Got lazy.
Just started listening to this after reading the posts you referenced.
What food do you feed your kittehs? Always looking for good recs.
Have done/still do most of the things you list. Reminders appreciated. Be well, brother.