You have to respect the “weed.” If you don’t, then yeah, you would have been fucked. Learn to use the benefits from it.
*Shit. Shill. Similar to yourself.
Start of by smoking a little, getting that “head change.” See how you feel, then see if you can zoom in on something. Ex. Read a Book, read some Q drops, a technique of something difficult, shooting, a sport, whatever. Listen to some music and decide.