>I don't know what to believe.
>Jesus is jewish and jews wrote the new testament. On the other hands, jews and the modern hate jesus.
Jew is a stolen term, there is no book of Jews in the Bible, but a book of Hebrews. The word Jew does not denote, nor mean a Hebrew person. Originally it meant someone who acts and behaves as if God sees and hears all. Those are "God's chosen people" because they choose to do God's will, as Jesus did. Salvation comes from these types of people, because they are the ones who are concerned with saving lives and hearken to the breathe of life. This should explain Jesus's remarks in Revelation about the fake Jews being the synagogue of Satan. These people who hate Jesus is because they hate self sacrifice and the way of Christ which Jesus taught. Read Isaiah 7:14 and Matthew 1:23, and know that the old testament and new testament foretold about Emmanuel, or better known as Jesus Christ. Even though the old and new testaments have the same passages, the Hebrews did not become Christians because they found no advantage in self sacrifice but went back to the Talmudic teachings of blood rituals and the worship of the self indulgence gods such as Moloch/Baal/Satan/Devil/Lucifer.