>>19612919
what is so troubling?
you're three or four days still alive.
wait it out.
find a diversion.
did you have a favorite TV show or cartoon you liked? find that and watch it for a while.
make yourself some food.
find some prayers that speak to you.
you need to ask the Right Person for help, that's not me.
did you have a faithful upbringing? return to your faith (not mine , the one that you find is good for you)
all you need to do is wait it out. It might take some time.
I'd just carry on as normal and PRETEND it's all well. do your chores, go to work, feed and wash yourself.
clean your living space.
fill up your gas tank.
throw away expired food products.
DONATE things you don't use or want to a charity.
Pray
meditate.
sleep.
eat.
love.
pray for family and friends.
pray for those worse off than yourself.
read some books
get a hobby.
do a jigsaw puzzle.
sell stuff on line.
mail some letters.
take a walk
it's an endless list of things youcan do that are just normal activities and you need to just do them.