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Anonymous ID: 118a34 Oct. 3, 2023, 4:39 p.m. No.19661379   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>1395

>>19661242

God Bless you. There is something you are focused on that is making you feel deep dispair. There is something you need or want but you doubt that it can come to pass for you. The doubt is the reason you feel bad. Faith feels good and faith is believing BEFORE your eyes can see it and others can see it too. So, the reason you hurt so much is because you are currently pinching yourself off from God (what we call the great fall or the illusion of separation, that powerless feeling because you need something that you do not know how it will come about. So you have to reach for any thought that brings you relief. Do u really want to die rn? feels like u do but prolly u don't, it's just that there is something your heart wants but you are doubting it can happen and you are not letting go and trusting God can answer that for you. You have to understand you are worthy of having all your prayers answered.

God works with laws and by the time your heart launches a prayer, that is God letting you know ahead of time what He has on the way for you but humans have been taught backwards by the luciferians who need to see it BEFORE they believe it and that is backwards from how Faith workd. You have to go by how the thought feels. God will not answer me because I don't know how it could happen and it feels impossible to me (that feels like u want to die because you are listening to the enemy. ) God can answer what I am asking for and that thought feels A LOT better even though I don't know HOW God will do it, but if I can just teach myself how to use my mind to work for me and not against me, I will realize that I can make myself pick thoughts that feel better because if I cannot change what is going on around me and I'm going to feel like shit anyway, one thing I CAN do is change my thoughts to thoughts that feel more hopeful because they bring me relief and I love myself and nobody else will take this pain away from me but I can do it little by little and then you begin to have more hopeful thoughts start to come in about how MAYBE what you want COULD happen. Then u think, "no. they can't. life sucks. just k!ll me now." that feels bad, okay.. wait.. I was feeling better earlier when I thought the better feeling thoughts and look, I don't need anything to change. I don't need conditions to change around me so that I can feel better, and look, it feels so much better to have faith than to doubt and look, I can do this unconditionally and maintain my connection (atonement from the great fall or the prodigal son coming back home) with God and life starts to feel better because I can do this on my own and THEN you have found the Kingdom of God and all will be added on to you. If you need to see it BEFORE u believe it, then God cannot answer you. God only works when u have faith and trust Him. It's scary as fuck at first when u feel so vulnerable but then He always comes thru, sometimes at the very last second. That is called learning to fly and you can make yourself soar. God Bless u fren. Let Go and Let God. God will show Himself to you when you let go of control and u put all your focus on the thoughts that feel better.