>>2057777
Magical digits anon, I experienced basically the same as you described, and I mean that seriously. Living in a 3rd world country and a poor family has always been a real challenge and I've to face death a lot, including by bro that was kidnapped, tortured and killed by the MS13 or some related gang or cartel, when I was 17. I spent this last decade taking care of my grandmother with Alzheimer, she raised me and gave me all that I have, this made me enter into a deep depression because is the most difficult illnesses to take care, I knew where that headed and every step was painful beyond belief.
This made me seek distractions, and because I like to learn and understand, I had to understand all that I could, that was the way that I made my mind be somewhere else, I read everything I could about science, history, politics, religion, philosophy, etc, until I found Q, less than a week from his first post and I kept digging and digging, here I learned the last things that made me not only believe in God, but KNOW that God exists, and that we are all part of God.
For the last year, my grandmother got into the last stage so I spent basically 24/7 locked in my house, lost 35 pounds out of depression and exhaustion until she passed away in April, the last photo together was in my birthday in March. I had my awakening in the Passover, a few days before she died, I got to understand what Passover was really about, I felt great energy in my Solar Plexus and hands, and suddenly all had sense, all my life, nothing was a coincidence, never. With her I lost everything, I'm currently unemployed and recovering, and because I smoked weed to calm my nerves (I am a pharmaceutical chemist, I knew that doctors would've given be opioids and I said "fuck that, I know best than this idiots" literally, kek), I can't get a job because it's illegal here, and they pass you thru a lie detector to know what you have done, even months or years ago, they don't give a damn (the dumbasses told me that I was in the top of the list, I was totally hammering the rest, they think I got "genius" level, and that's much harder to find here, but since I smoked weed… Their loss).
Now, I'm still here trying to learn and make sense to all of this, I was able to get my family closer, more than ever, I'm recovering from the last decade of exhaustion, I still have to finish college, but I never felt so sure and confident about myself, I've started to quit smoking and drinking, between many more things. All of this is also thanks to the anons, it's funny to love people you've never met and probably never will, that made me realize the love for humanity that I have, one that was taken away from us by the cabal, that's why I'm still here trying to redpill anons, normies, and my family and friends, and I have the blessing that they are very open minded and took me little to redpill them even in things like the Mandela Effect.
I feel the changes coming, I see them, I'm excited about them. We are all here in this anon. WWG1WGA.
God bless you.