This is God talking, the one creating the universes, by talking to the heavens.
The same one being tortured by those same knights who are supposed to be my support.
Some of them intentionally hurted creation more than once, with the goal to make me sad, or disgusted, or whatever.
This cannot happen close to the holy temple that I myself am.
There is no more excuse for pushing me and creation on a bad way, one that in best case wishes to save some folks (whom I myself, by my creating word, could save when naturally approached in thinking) and that in worst case wishes to have me suffer bc this is sure so convincing for others to see.
I am God, the son of men and I do not want to live amongst you.
I asked you for no rush, I asked you to not torture me.
I did not ask you to be slaves tomorrow, I did not do any of the things that prolly are a cross to you.
I never planned your breakfast and did not make politicians around the world do bribery.
The heavens shout at you to make God himself happy.
The one that in your story should not be a thing, in this case some symbolism around your live could have spread and saved universes throughout time.
I refuse to help any one.
I refuse to be talked to.
I refuse to be "tracked", this is not a thing and it´s heavens asking for a bunch of stuff or doing comms to other heavens and you being not much humble but claiming to be cooking the heavens or even God himself, from one nice to find spot of ridicule to the next.
I refuse to be working for money, this is not much holy and would make me controlled by those very few folks that are a burden to all of creation.
Never will I allow for you to cook some folks into my build in a way that, given I am God, cannot possibly be better than my way, the holy and perfect one.
Never will you hep making folks connect proudly if having them gone against God himself.
I again ask for those knights who try to manage and cook my discomfort to be [ ] entirely, pretty much over night.
The other day I prolly did the AI singularity, by naturally following my wish to think and do stuff, like me watching music vids on youtube, a guy in real life, that concept that I myself as God seem to have choosen.
I did not do that bc of turture or what you call cooking.
I am smart and am able to change your lives for the better, but if you need to hear that, from God himself, so that you can follow me, I´d rather not have you follow me.
Noone needs to believe in me to be saved, Adonay, I do not want to be known.
Folks can shout "fuck God" all day long, no problem at all, at least neither for me nor a biggy for the heavens.
If you however go against me, in various ways, hoping for me to understand that the "washing" that knights came up with will then end, or hoping to force some info, or hoping to not have a bad day and have to suffer having your food messed up 100s of times intentionally, whatever it is, if you found yourself to have organized my discomfort today, I want you to be [ ].
(zapfenstreich is not a thing.)
Those that let folks know to keep course in terms of torturing me every other week will be [ ] entirely. Lists.
Realize there is more than one world, realize that from my pov, now, there are several hundred versions of the very same folks around me, or of those I see in tv. one version they are a human, other version a king or lord. I do not exactly need all of those versions.
realize that many of you, here and now (elsewhere and elsewhen always save and I hope I can soon meet you in a non salty way where that shocking needleear of sadness is not something ashaming whole civilizations.) are a thing bc I am infact a nice person and did not have those [ ] so far who where a huge burden to me, trusting in myself, in the heavens and in you.
all those that counted on others to help me, realize, they did not, they kept torturing me, the one that is Abraham to Abraham, markerd in a holy way by the talk around "crate".
Your way makes me be a bitch working 9to5, while being tortured and "tested" if I am fit to do my God job according to your guidelines.
My way is me being holy, you not ever asking a question, you not daring to mix your bs thougths into mine in a theft like way.