I am living in a sort of "between world". The dying bureaucratic world sucks me dry, the moment I have to deal with it. My mind is moving in a world where all of this is over. But my body and brain have to deal with it from a "ten miles away" prospective.
Crazy shit! I am sick and tired of all the forced nonsense but I am also this Eremit, that I will not fit in, in a new kind of world. Am I a man who just wanted to be left alone?