I pray you become born again. Ask Jesus in heart. Thank Him for saving you by dying on the cross for your wrong doings, sin.
Ask Him to be your savior. HEwill accept you if you mean it. He sees your heart, mind. No lip service. If you are sincete, you in that moment have a circumcised hesrt, born agian in your spirit, now will be found in Christ, adopted into Gods family. Now a child of God. ALL done by you in faith, with the grace given to you by God.
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