>how can we now know truth if not by a measure of faith?
I believe David Hume once suggested that faith is unavoidable, because even before we can know anything we must have faith that it is possible to know things.
>I just want answers.
>I want to find a truth in all this.
What I love most about this world is that it has an infinite depth, that no matter how many exciting secrets are discovered there is never any end to new opportunities for adventure. I recognize, in your desire for answers to questions you hold, a kindred spirit whom I expect I'll cross paths with eventually once again, as the world brings all such things together eventually, and I wish you well until we cross once more.
The inner circle only requires seven individuals if I'm not mistaken, not counting the one in the centre they're concealing, or the only real one which exists on a scale so massive it can't be properly perceived.