My uncle had pancreatitis. The hospital staff automatically assumed he was an alcoholic. He's literally a preacher. As straight arrow as a man can be. But yeah, he expressed how painful that experience is/was.
Oh I'm done lying about who/what I really am anon. I'm the sinner who is beating on his chest & won't even look up to see my Lord. I know EXACTLY who/what I am, but homo ain't it.