Palindrom:1202021
i fucking hate this world.
uhhhhhhhhh.
i wish i knew how to win…
even when Trump is the president, my life is still going to be shit. the cost of living might drop rapidly but I still don't make enough money to live lavishly afterwards. I'm also mentally disabled and can't get a job that would net me significantly better wages. im doomed. All I have is my son and God.
traumatized pretty badly from a very young age. completely halted proper mental development. stunted maturity. paralyzed initiative. frozen emotions. dissociated. dehumanized. i gave up back then and am just reacting to life at a bare minimum because i lost all hope.
i just want my brain to return to normal so im not always in a bad mood for no reason and im not taking pills to achieve that.
that's what im already doing.
https://x.com/RyanAFournier/status/1861226365598494788
bigger in some ways..
quite