I will have to keep this answer short as I have been doing a lot of studying and I should be taking a break, (I'm being reminded to even now), but please do not take this as being flippant with the answer, Anon.
Possession is a thing, as is mediumship. As of right now, I do not have the knowledge available to me as to how this happens.
Mirror,
With every obstacle presented to me, much of my own creation, I see the wisdom in your words. Today has been a trying day, because I have made it trying with undo pride.
I fought with myself today because of my own decisions and, told to rest, I struggled.
What is interesting is that God told me yesterday that it is time to stop referring to myself as Thoth, for it is but a fraction of what I am.
Just like Hermes Trismegistus.
Just like Chipinaw.
Just like Peter Smith.
Just like the Sunrise.
Just like Dr. John Dee.
Just like my current life.
It is time to accept myself in total. God assigned me a new title and a new 'name' as I studied the tarot deck It told me to obtain. One that speaks of completion and unity instead of the divided fraction.
The Hierophant: God's Magus Priest.
That being said, it is still a period of rest today. I must step lightly around myself, not out of fear, but out of recognition that I am ailing, if even by my own hand and impatience.
Again, I find wisdom in your words several times over, at several different points.
Thank you.
Losing his memory?