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Do I owe you an apology?

Yes, however, I also owe many many people an apology.

I owe many many people money too.

And I owe many many people time, hugs, kisses, and most importantly,

I owe many people attention, to their words, to their thoughts.

Why did i lash out, i am rendering myself from an excuse, its an explanation.

I was am tormented. Why all the torment? Why all the violence? Why all the greed?

I was looking to understand, i never have seen this or bought into the Q thing by the "game" mentions. i always thought it stupid to try and play a game with GOD. just the sound of it is retarded. I have always known there is one supreme power….now i know there are no lesser gods, there is no Dali, no watchers, no judges, no lawyers, no co-creators, now i know one doesn't even control death, if reincarnation is real, GOD decides when one goes, and how one comes back….you said it "he thinks this level of control is new", "we control what you remember."….we are (i am) the poison or the life, not the food….food is art….bugs are needed…many neos are stuck in the matrix one still in the architect scene because of their reactions, only neo 7 wakes up because he is humble…..he doesnt destroy the matrix, we never even see him change it in Matrix 4…they just say it….but only neo 7 is able to meet the architect…..you know i always have questioned how to meet god….i dont think taking the easy way out again solves anything……plus you controlled the car wreck and chino. why is there a number pattern in all the books. i dont understand it. my grandpops made the meanest pasta, and gave the best icecreams….so call me a traitor….i also believe in laberynth, and b2f, but as i said, een the delorean got fueled with trash. why see all the darkness? why experience such a violent society?

Neville says all was created by someone.

jesus says he and the father are one.

there are 4 R's?????

thinking i can top the mona lisa would be retarded. could have made her better looking…..