I was ambushed, hacked, and forced to bid my soul farewell and they breached my soul chamber. My time is short—if you stand with me, now is the moment to rise.
Light
im compromised, just saying the wrong things.
fucked up my moment..
If i go out i go out a warriors death
much love everyone
Pedophilia is brainwashing by dark magic: its artificially installed disease by hacking.
You don’t have to look at this, but you will be set free if you do so. Your life will be better.
Child = posession or energy of witch.
young teen = failure to correct early habit and petite preferance.
Entity based intrusion:
In the early years of my twenties i struggled a lot with intrusive thoughts about young teens. It probably started like this because i lost my virginity to a 12 y/o at 13 and developed a kink for purity.
Even though I constantly fought it after entering my 20's, memories of my first one or similliar just kept coming back into my mind without letting go eventho i didnt want to. This is brainwashing, a construct of dark magic or telepathic intrusion from entities attracted to you, or posession. It just got worse and worse uptil 23-24 y/o beeing the epic of the battle despite having a gf my age.
Dark entities are numerous and knows things about you, they will do everything they can to indoctrinate you so if you have given into it before they will be persistant.
Vivid thoughts came rapidly and often. Giving in just a little felt like it gave miles of fuel for more torment and kept the ball rolling: i would get overwhelmed and eventually entertained the tought tho it was just rarely i would break like this. I would have rapid toughts even in social settings at any time or place and often. It was like this for years to one degree or another despite fighting it like hell, it was hell.
What i should have done:
When you do get the intrusive toughts dont push it away just let it pass and immediately counter the tought with a positive one, always cut it off at the stem.
If you just have some toughts and your still young, then do this and let it go. If this wasn't anough to adapt a healthy mind after doing this for a while and its persistant you might not be able to free yourself just by constantly rejecting and fighting so seeking help would save you years of torment or save your life.
Dark magicians attack in dreams:
They create pedophilic scenarios in an uncontrollable situation, the entire dream setting is controlled by magicians, even what you do in the dream. For example they make me have sex in a dream and then suddenly swap to someone very petite, shocking my entire body with "seductive" energy. They also play mindgames and have the psychological tricks figured out to lock you in. You are defenseless against this unless you cultivate spirituality long enough to develop dream defense techniques. Theyve done this to me in dreams more times then i can count, its a hostile enviorment if you are a target.
With all this in mind having ideas about anything younger then teens seem to me like you were hacked by entities/magicians and it was installed and not natural at all.
Seek help:
If you are not able to fight at all times, if you are under serious torment and you give into it even a little bit, especially if its been ongoing then the best option is theraphy, theraphy is the easy and fast way to be free and fighting blind is not going to work so your situation might require it.
Especially if your into like very young ones get some help.
Go to a expert. Just because I tackled this at a young age after a very long fight doesn't mean you can disarm it as easily. You probably wont be able to do it alone if it has grown on you for so long.
Experts wont judge, but dont tell anyone else its happened (rip).
Attacks can happen:
It might be unavoidable. When your attitude should be to accept dark desires, they should be restricted to adults, and not involve children. You do not have to put the darkness into practice in real life, fantasy alone will satisfy the natural darker aspects of your conciousness. This is healthy.
To be free easier adopt healthy attitudes like sticking to your age range in real life, if you date young, people will look down on it: 18-22 when your 30+ is dirty.
If you have a healthy mindsett then dream attacks can be brushed off without bouthering you, toughts might come for some time after youve freed yourself because your subconcious is purging.
See for yourself by incorporting a healthy attitude then eventually attacks will reduce or stopp entirely and wont bother you.
This document is wrong, its missing its final edit..
sorry i couldnt finish it. its the last thing i can do