GM, anons.
Had to kick my worthless-ass, 34yo step-son out of the house again last night. This is the last time. Sent him away with a duffel bag full of clothes, his cigarettes, $220 on his debit card and a cell phone.
And if he fucks up, he'll lose access to his bank account and his cell phone will be shut off. It was 36 degrees here last night and I gave zero FUCKS about sending him packing.
Too fucking old for this kind of bullshit.
Now I'm gonna wake-n-bake and have a shot or three.
He's fucked in the head…or so he and his doctors say. But I know better.
At 19, he was living on his own with his baby and his baby momma working every day as a housecleaning supervisor at a hotel on an Army base.
Then his best friend committed suicide and he has been riding that tragedy for 13 years now.
No job, no driver's license, no bills or anything in his name, gets $550/month is SSDI for being a schizoid + $110/month in Food Stamps.
Had been in jail for 6+ months then when he got out, his Mom wanted him to come live with us.
I knew from the start it wasn't gonna work. Was just gonna wait until he did his next fuck-up and got sent back to jail but he just couldn't be normal for more than two weeks.
Just trying to keep the peace with the wife but I think she's finally on the same page as me.
She has to let him go.
he ain't worthy. would never get in. failed 9th grade 3 times before he dropped out. funny thing is, both his mother and his father were Marines.
he's had a dozen chances over the last 14 years. i got nothing left to give. i've already lost so much.
he's not autistic. he just doesn't give a shit about any living creature but himself. my door has ALWAYS been open to those in need. friends, family, friends of step kids, single moms.
i've given at the office times 10. got no more to offer this 34yo, free, white, american male over age 21.
prayers is all i have left to offer. i've had enough suffering thrust upon me in my 58 years. i sure as hell don't need to be looking for more.
i've known that for a decade but his mom just has a much warmer and softer heart than me.
Thanks for allowing me to vent about step-son problems. I can forget about it the rest of the day now due to your support!
Raise your hand if you're a nigger.
Butt sex is just weird, man. Just the thought of it has always made me cringe.