Oh shit, here he is again, complaining. There is no world where this treatment is acceptable. To stomp up and down on a person's feelings like a trampoline, not acknowledging at all the damage being done, callous to anyone else's feelings but their own.
For seven and a half years, trusting the plan, trusting that everything will be great in the end. you didn't tell me about the pain of being human.
If you've noticed, there is no reference to me, no 'I' anymore. It's selfish and counterproductive. It gives you no excuse to leave me here in anguish. Here is where my thoughts are known.
Get me in a happy situation, one where my head isn't clouded by selfish thoughts. It's up to me to fix this world, it appears that it was my creation to fix. If it's no bother, move me to another country. This one isn't working for me.
My kids are grown and happy. 4 Degrees, 2 Engineers, 1 Teacher, 1 Awesome Artist. Mostly raised by me as you are well aware. They are aware of my 'condition'. How many of you have raised children where your partner was diagnosed with Anti social, bi polar, DID, Psychosis, Schizophrenia, Lupus,..the multiple personalities scare the shit out of us.
As the old lady once said.