7/7 terror attacks: Scars have still to heal 20 years after bombings that changed London forever
On the 20th anniversary of 7/7, the effects of the Islamist attacks still linger — in the memories of survivors, in the grief of victims’ families, and on the city itself
Megan Howe, London Evening Standard, 07-07-2025
https://www.standard.co.uk/news/london/london-7-7-bombings-20-year-anniversary-b1236413.html
The morning of July 7, 2005, began like any other. Commuters streamed onto the Underground, clutching briefcases and newspapers, jostling for space on packed platforms. Above ground, red double-decker buses weaved through the city’s streets, collecting passengers.
But at 8.50am, the familiar rhythm of a Thursday morning was shattered. In an instant, three explosions tore through the Underground network. Silence was replaced by screaming, as smoke and flames filled the tunnels and carriages were plunged into darkness.
Almost an hour later, at 9.47am, a fourth explosion tore the roof off the Number 30 bus stationed in Tavistock Square, scattering debris across the street.
What began as a day of routine ended as a day of horror. Four men, carrying homemade explosives, had boarded London’s public transport system and carried out the deadliest single act of terrorism in the UK.
Fifty-two people were killed in the attacks as well as the bombers, and more than 700 people were injured.
Twenty years on, the effects of that day still linger — in the memories of survivors, in the grief of victims’ families, and in the fabric of the city itself.
Survivor Mustafa Kurtuldu, then 24, was on his way to the Home Office to take part in an event celebrating a government project called the Russell Commission — encouraging young people into volunteering — when he was caught up in the blast.
At Liverpool Street Station, he boarded the Circle line. Headphones in and just a carriage away from the blast’s epicentre.
Halfway through the tunnel heading towards Aldgate, Mustafa recalled a loud popping sound, like stepping on a juice carton, and then sudden darkness.
The art student waited 45 minutes to be rescued from the train by emergency services. He heard screams, saw people on the track, and was overwhelmed by awful smells.
“I still have manic episodes”
Mustafa Kurtuldu
Staggering out of the station alongside other survivors, he was taken to the hospital in a commandeered bus.
“I still have manic episodes where I break down. My kids have become accustomed to knowing when I zone out,” he told the Standard.
“You don’t get over something like that, you just get used to it. It’s kind of like scar tissue.
Survivor Mustafa Kurtdulu features in the Netflix documentary Attack on London: Hunting the 7/7 Bombers
“The Netflix documentary has just come out and I watched it this morning and I just stopped. I just broke down and I wasn’t expecting that to happen, it’s been 20 years, but watching the footage of what happened that day again…suddenly all of those memories come back like an avalanche of emotion.”
As a British Muslim, Mustafa recalls the day of the attack differently to many others.
“When police were taking everyone’s name and when they asked for my name they stopped me and searched my bag as soon as they found out what my name was,” he said.
“Then, outside the station, they searched me again. I remember that quite vividly.”
Mustafa explained that he never felt able to process the events solely as a victim. Instead, he often felt pressured to condemn the attack or speak on it specifically as a Muslim.
“I’ve had journalists asking me to explain international terrorism ” he said.
“I was attacked on the street at knifepoint for being a Muslim.
“People were angry at me for voicing my opinion, even people close to me were like ‘you need to shut up’ and ‘why don’t you just tell them we’re a religion of peace.’
“It felt like I was never really allowed to be a straight-out victim. I was expected to apologise for what happened.
“When you compare that to interviews with other survivors, they’re all talking about their personal feelings and how they try to come to terms with it.”
Reflecting on the anniversary, Mustafa emphasised the importance of asking deeper, uncomfortable questions about why the attack happened, arguing that only by understanding the true causes can future tragedies be prevented.
He also criticised the political tendency to deflect blame onto groups like Muslims or asylum seekers, instead of addressing systemic issues or taking responsibility for policies that may contribute to radicalisation.