Brothers I hate to admit this. But today something serious happened in me. The events and news after the stabbing of this girl set fourth seeds within me I never previously could have imagine: I started to hate freedom.

Through my entire life I have been a libertarian promoter of "maximal freedom for everyone", total tolerance, radical empathy and so fourth but I cannot stay quiet on this anymore. I am afraid I have started to feel a genuine murderous and unquenchable hatred in my heart on a primordial level I cannot even explain to myself. It is as if some demonic spirit have taken hold of me and that cannot be controlled. These emotions make me very sad and and I am not proud of them but the hatred is frothing, burning, itching, urging and unsatiable. I am afraid to admit this, but I simply cannot imagine hating niggers more than anything else in the entire world in this specific moment right now. Its as if I almost hate them more than satan himself, nay more than hell and death. The darkness has taken over me.

I did not know someone could be this dark in the heart but here I am. I wish I wouldn't feel like this but I would give anything to see them all exterminated completely from this entire planet as a natural enemy and as a final tumorous cancer on the soul of human existence.

I am sorry but today changed me fundamentally.

>>23569525

Thank you anon. Its warming to know that I am not alone in feeling like this. However, I am a loving person that loves the world but now I've entered a dark place never seen before. I want to be demonically spiteful in a deliberately hateful way that hurts other people. I am not supposed to feel like this and Its as if my face has fallen and I cannot feel joy. My facial muscles are too relaxed and I look really bad. If these news events made me, a normally and naturally high spirited person, feel this type of way I cannot even begin to imagine what others might experience. There was something extremely demonic in that stabbing video, some energy we cannot explain. It's as if the demonic spirits are taking over the world and I hate to say it, it makes me pleased? I have never in my life ever dreamed of taking anyones life or wanted to hurt anyone but today these africans make me feel something truly evil and so dark I cannot even entertain these thoughts. Maybe a demonic spirit from that murderer is spreading its evil from the train/stabbing footage?

>>23569530

no

>>23569531

No I don't want dark anything. Lightness joy and high light is my preference. But.. I cannot resist it. Why does hatred suddenly feel so good, so right, so justified? I want them to die.

>>23569557

I think I am ashamed to even utter the words that I feel in my hate filled heart right now.

>>23569568

Good people, ambitious, marvelous, magnificent, generous friendly and justified people are not supposed to feel like this. I am not compatible with "hate". Good people are the foundations of a functional and breathing society. But.. Maybe its the same people that destroy societies too.

I fear to think about this brother but for the first time in my life I desired to see others die. This is not good.

>>23569590

There was no choice here brother. I am shy to say these things and If you reject what I feel this temperately and almost boastfully on your part I cannot help but to say that I do not feel envous of those with lesser spirits. This time of vulgar and almost ceremonially self-indulgent liberality has started to grow a disgust on me - it's become like a rash rather than a pleasure and I can't wait to wash it off this vulgarity, this cyst, this hate. It pains me to utter these words as it does to imagine them because I am not otherwise an evil man in heart.

I am afraid that QR might become a truly evil place if people feel and become like this which is the reason I bring it up.

>>23569627

>You're not a brother, don't even pretend you are. The lack of SP spamming kind of tells a tale, you know. Later, loser.

I am, more than you could ever imagine.

>>23569632

It does not make me proud and I cannot explain this. Hatred is completely new to me and I can sense its demonic spirit close, almost like a burning sensation of fire.

>>23569648

It is in the best interest of all to not be this neglecting of those that genuinely care about the wellbeing of humanity in general. And to debase it illeberally like that into a subject of mere race baiting makes this into a comedy of hatred itself. One day when those that love the world fall in this demonic darkness you will wonder where all the good men went: just like those single women in their 40's that neglected everything good around them their entire life.

>>23569651

I've been blessed to wake up every single day in my entire life grateful for every single breath I take. It made me feel grateful and beautiful in a beautiful world with a heart full of color and light. But maybe you are right anon maybe gratefulness has its limits too. Maybe this was all a flattering ruse, an obsequious buffoonery for those too shy to do what needs to be done. It is shameful to admit and prideful too: but if they want darkness, if they want this all to burn maybe modesty was big dangerous mistake.

Its above all a tragic fate of the world when the best of the best of men fall for the basest and worst of the worst of vices, hatred being one of them. But if anyone is strong enough at all for this then they ought to be the ones to be imposed with these dark blights.

For those brothers that take this for granted (like the one simplifying this to "race baiting") just remember that you once had good men on your side, good in heart in spirit and in mind. Better than you could ever buy, dream or otherwise in any way convince to join your cause.

>>23569723

I'm starting to feel exactly like the person on the left in that image. Perfectly illustrated!

>>23569754

I give you my solemn word that they are not, will not and cannot play that way in any shape, form or will. True forces of good are now controlling how all of this will be shaped in the long run and you can bet your horses that we won't back down even if it comes to the actual and final end of worlds itself. Or In other words: FAFO.

>>23569834

What makes me sad is that genuinely goodhearted people with turn into bad evil people due to the fears, terror and violence spreading everywhere. Do not underestimate the power of darkness anon, it is a real thing.

>>23569876

It looks like she passed out because she was so chocked and afraid from the horror of the attack that poor innocent girl.

Then she woke up and started panicking due to blood loss and drowning in her own blood, slowly micro seizing then coma and eventual flatline. It all probably lasted at least several minutes.

Judging from the hand gestures it looks like she was trying to communicate with the fellow passengers while bleeding out.

>>23569927

Well done "magistrate". You will now be remembered and associated with this forever and your name will forever be synonymous with dishonor. Or as in the words of the great contemporary philosopher Dj Khaled: Congratulations, you played yourself.

>>23569937

I think the outrage is noticed on here as well.

>>23569927

Who was the CEO of the MacArthur Foundation that gave $3.3million for this? Do we have a name for the person that financed Irynas death?

>>23569984

Do we have a list of the judges? Are they connected somehow? Do they have other patterns on released murderers? How many deaths are they responsible for in that case?

>>23569986

She is buried now and her innocent body is resting in peace, not even cold yet.

>>23570015

How come both her otherwise healthy husbands died and nobody investigated this? Awfully suspicious.

Apparently the light-rail that killed Iryna was opened by and promoted by Vi Lyles as well, a militant activist for african racial equity. There's a lot of deaths surrounding Vi Lyles if you ask me.

>>23570126

Amen brother.

>>23570164

For us that have been blessed with light, love, warmth, family, fortune, grace, embrace and are grateful for our families, friends and all cannot possibly stand idle and watch this. It is disturbing beyond belief or words I could ever imagine. I pray to god I never become so sociopathic/psychopathic and depressed/blackpilled that things like this stop making me feel bad. If so. this would be the point where you can proudly claim that your body has left your soul, because what is there left to care about if not the death of the innocent and beautiful?