So I've been awake for 30+ years now, not fully the entire time of course, but fully as per by 2013 or so, and I've see many strides made in the number of people that have awakened, and welp i'm a glass half full guy and an eternal optimist. I've never taken a redpill, and never doubted the plan, and have always believed in Trump. And it's not that i no longer do, I truly believe that he is a great man and means well for our country. But while i've seen the appearance of things getting better, I haven't experienced it personally. I mean my relationship with God has never been stringer, and I am a better person everyday. But nothing else is better, jobs are fewer and further between, i'm still spending too much on food to be able to afford it and i'm skipping two meals a day, gas isn't going down for me in socal, and though it has for friends elsewhere, none of my friends are able to make ends meet and more than they were prior to Trump, Niden etc. in fact at 55 i've never been poorer, I'm medically ret navy, but still try and work as much as possible, but no matter how hard i try can't find work, and when i get an opportunity the jobs dry up, and this is the story every one of my friends actually most of them are MAGA like me, but they're all still struggling/ So I guess my question is, is it all an illusion or are things getting any better for any of you gise? Not trying to be a downer, and having not done this beofrre i already feel bad that after all rthis time i'm now that guy that's glass half empty, when that's just not who I am. Anywa hoping maybe some of you might have some good news out there, any good news irl type stuff. I could really use it, i'm usually the buoy, but guess for once i need a buoy. Again, i'm not giving up, but just having a really rough last couple months. Cheers y'all
oops never taken a *blackpill i meant doh