Prayers for Anon requested
I’m truly troubled and need some help Anons. I was receiving prophecies and working very close with the Lord for Trump and Humanity and healing, and then I started to not be able to hear God as well as before or feel as largely His Love. After a few months of this, I started getting angry, I cursed his name out of pity for myself. I was quickly becoming One with all that I Am (John 17:20-23)… But after crying and complaining I received another voice coming out of a dream that said to me “Get in, Lord of the World.” In hindsight, It did not sound like God’s voice.
Out of ignorance and excitement, I got in to the car in the vision. I then tried to Heal by touching and revealing myself to two people (who "I Am"- THIS IS WHY (YOU) STAY "ANON", Does God need any credit? No.) and tried to convince them saying I can take their pain away by touching them… The whole time while this was occurring I felt a wickedness come over me, and when I touched them I felt an evil enter my eyes, my left shoulder, throat and neck. The arrogance I had afterwards was and still is not “lowly in heart, ” and I felt the love of the father only on the outside of me. I that it was a joke at first and thought Jesus was going to return it soon, but it’s been 11 months now and it’s gotten a little better, after hollering for Jesus to heal me time and again, and much crying, I feel like I’ve gotten much weaker. (Don't do this! figure out a better strategy) All I want is my mind, body, soul and peace back. I don’t feel like me, and all I want to be is Me again. I don’t care how normal instead of supernatural I was feeling. All I want is God's love back in me… I can’t shake the feeling of sin. And I don’t feel whole and holy anymore. I feel the constant evil presence that I felt those days after touching them, and no matter how much praying I do, I feel the love of the Father not on the inside of me, and it’s very difficult to power through… Anons please pray for me. Pray for my heart that He strengthen it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks, and keep fighting the good fight for humanity. Continue to resonate on incredibly high frequencies with thoughts of pure love for all humanity. If it is not love, unselfishness, it is not God. I pray that God only restore my life to me. Please pray for me, anons. I fought as long as I could. I'm putting the rest into God's hands now. For Love and Humanity, I ask you to forgive me for my sins…
I will follow up with more in detail in another bread for all of Humanity to learn from. Do not do what I did. Jesus is Lord, Jesus is KING.