Anons, how do we evolve spiritually? That is my highest desire. I do not wish to become my own god, that is the path the satanism and selfishness. I wish god to guide my hand, I wish union with god. Sin is defined by living your life according to your own wishes and selfishness, instead of submitting to god. I just want to evolve beyond this physical illusion. I spoke to god directly when I was age 10-11 and made a choice to separate myself from god, similar to the Amish that go on a year sabatical living with electronics and as non- Amish, but my journey has lasted over 25 years. Im tired and I want to sleep in gods arms again. I am Christian, and consider myself a true Christian, no intermediary needed, just listen to what Jesus said its that simple. I greatly desire to evolve in my spirit and I do not know how to achieve this. I think my inate sense of justice is an asset, but still feel drawn to sin and living for selfishness. I dont know what to do.
Ephesians 6:11