>>5221151
Don't do it, fren.
Speaking for myself, my existence has been pretty miserable my entire life-and continues to be so to this day….but as hard as I've thought about ending it all…I chose to stay. Not the easiest thing to do (choose to continue living a life that is painful and feels pointless) but I don't know what, if anything, comes after this life…and deep down my soul tells me not to end my life….to endure because maybe tomorrow or next week or next year-things will be much better.
Hang in there, anon…you're not as alone as you feel right now.