Mornin' SwordAnon! It has been a long night.
Second
Jesus! Which is uglier?
My guess it was there he was shown the door of all doors and turned away from the horrors of what he witnessed. He first decides to run for president 2 months after John-John 'dies', around the same time. Something suddenly changed in his attitudes, glibness gave way to anger with what was happening.
Thanks CatholicAnon.