>>7801788
I know it's hard to face you've been living a lie all your life, no one want's to admit to themselves how blind they have been. Once you see it and face it you either step through the door or remain hanging on to the hope that maybe it's not true, you become bitter and angry, it's much like grieving. But the choice is yours, keep carrying that load or just drop that bag of rocks you've been carrying and walk away.
Been there my friend, I was once just like you. Open your eyes, accept the truth and stop living the lies, there is happiness and true freedom waiting on the other side, we'll be right here waiting for you. :-)