Well, it works like a fucking charm.
It also makes you feel like you are literally losing your mind & watching it happen in real time.
The biggest reason I want to know what they did is because it either made me freakishly aware of everything in my life & make connections to things I never, in a million years would have thought about, or it made every thought seem like some big connection.
I mean, I started to think about who was in my house, to my ex acting weird AF the last few months, to how he use to work for a large company, would take some products from Company & sell them. He would tell me they were prototypes & it didn't matter what happened to them.
Fast forward 10 years to where he works now. Goes to China for work. Seemed odd for medical imaging stuff.
Shit like that. I want to know if all these "connections" I'm making suddenly about my past, shit they put in my head to fuck with me, or something to get info out of me.
I sound crazy even typing that shit out. There is so much more that happened, I need to know why