Most are so head-fucked after years (decades) of MKUltra brainwashing, cult rituals and being used as the public face of the cabal that they're legitimately mentally ill and lack no self-awareness whatsoever. They live in a bubble, and once you realize what's really going on you can see just how far disconnected from reality they truly are. Not only are these people sick and stupid, they're also batshit crazy.