And?
You and I are both prostitutes when we want it don't we? Somebody had to have sex to make you, right?
Even if it was a rape, something beautiful did come out of it.
(You), tart. <3
Besides, prostitutes need love too, just like we ALL do.
Someone says they don't need it,
they're lying to themselves.
We need joy,
We need arousal,
We NEED COMFORT!
We MUST EARN IT!
THIS QOMFORT IS A GIFT!
ARE YOU BLEEDING RIGHT NOW?!
No? Good, then it's not that bad.
Still have all your fingerS? Your toes?
Teeth?
Hair?
It comes, and it goes. .Why?
Intercranial pressure,
burning the candles at both ends,
running on HOT, MIDNIGHT, OIL.
CRISCO…
The Zero Point Energy Oil, an entheogenic phenomenon, kept from us, all these years.
We are projectors! Not binoculars!
WE MAKE THE MOVIE AS WE LIVE IT!
AS we love it,
As we boil within it.
As it washes away our memories,
To be forever amalgamated among the most primordial of soups.
Don't you see what they make you exchange fuck farts for? Laughs, hysteria, ravenous fsex with just 1 person, instead of 13, all in some creepy old spirit trap. For what, seeing toothpaste land on a sphere of some kind?
Or worse? People don't know how to BE intimate anymore. It's like an unnatural subroutine of disrespect for the essence of the self, but ironically you're shrouded in the depths of the most narcissistic viscous cycle conceivable. I understand symmetry, light, texture, color, but FREE-Q-WIN-SEE?
The worms wriggle in fury for a chance at you, and I had to tell myself to syphon my own fuel out of my own SWORD of FIRE.
A FLAMING FAGGOT!
A STRAIGHT, WHITE, HETERO, PRIVILEGED, DADDY'S BOY FAGGOT.
So was Frank, but at least he knew when to ring that fucking bell., as loud as he could!
It was at that moment that the whole room realized that even through loss, we can find the joy the experiences we once shared when things couldn't get any better.
Mantric Memories of Muted Misery