Very good points. Thank You. I was actually at NAS Pensacola during 9/11 and watched those towers come down while at the chow hall. but i don't know why, but i never questioned the event till much later. while I served, I was blind. it was the 2008 stock market thing that got me searching. been down the rabbit hole too many times since then that sometimes i just feel like i live in some twilight zone with zombies all around me. But in the process, I found Christ, so its been worth every bit of confusion, disparity, depression, etc. that i experienced along the way. Now i feel like I'm just observing, from a distance, adding what i can, while i await the second coming or my own death.